So the big day is finally approaching we have less that 4 wks to go as tomorrow is officially July 1st.... OH MY FREAKING GOSH!!!!!! I am officially panicking, but breathe Chris breathe all will be well right ????
Am I ready for this?
Will I be able to handle this?
I am going to be the mom of THREE KIDS OMG !!!!!
Will I know how to share my love evenly so that everyone feels loved and no one feels left out which included the cat and the dog??? The cat is already giving me attitude as we thought there was a mouse in the house and normally he would come in at all kinds of ungodly hours at night as he uses the doggy door and then comes upstairs and pounds on the door, which is quite annoying but I let him in as normally I need to pee anyway or Adri lets him in, but the other night we didn't and he is Royally pissed at me, it's always me it's never Adri I don't get it.
So with the animosity already from the cat will I be able to juggle every one's needs, wants, desires, will I be stressed out.
I'm not sure why I am feeling so scared as we have been wanting this for so long, and we have tried so hard to get to this point, but I think for some reason I may still be in shock that this is finally happening for us. I just can't believe it. Don't get me wrong, I am so very thankful, and so extremely thrilled about the new upcoming additions to our family but I keep thinking it's going to be two.
I have been around kids all my life I know I can do this, actually when I was 10 yrs old I remember asking a family friend if I could borrow her baby for the day and she actually said yes and I was so excited when I went for her to take care of her, so I know I can do it I just need to get rid of this fear and trust myself.
Tomorrow I will fill you in on my packing and oh BTW post some pics of the nursery, it's so cute :)
Later Chris
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Mommy Juice (32 wks)
While watching my daily line up of shows today I heard about " Mommy Juice" , hmm that sounds interesting let me stick around and see what this is all about. So apparently there is a group on Face Book for moms who vent about their kids and their lives as moms, and get to talk about getting their Mommy Juice on.
So what pray tell is " Mommy Juice" if u haven't figured it out yet it could be any combination of liquor to help Mommy's relax :) Doesn't that sound grand ...
I can't wait to join this group :) not that I want to vent as I know my babies will be perfect and I will not be stressed ( Right :) but oh boy oh boy I can't wait to have a glass of white wine and then ooh a nice glass of martini, and my favorite at bedtime well only when I really can't sleep warm milk with a splash of JA white rum :), and no I am not an alcoholic I just really miss having something with a little kick to it and I am so very tired of water and lemonade which are the only two beverages right now that I can have which does not give me heart burns.
So here's to Mommy Juice Cheers :)
So what pray tell is " Mommy Juice" if u haven't figured it out yet it could be any combination of liquor to help Mommy's relax :) Doesn't that sound grand ...
I can't wait to join this group :) not that I want to vent as I know my babies will be perfect and I will not be stressed ( Right :) but oh boy oh boy I can't wait to have a glass of white wine and then ooh a nice glass of martini, and my favorite at bedtime well only when I really can't sleep warm milk with a splash of JA white rum :), and no I am not an alcoholic I just really miss having something with a little kick to it and I am so very tired of water and lemonade which are the only two beverages right now that I can have which does not give me heart burns.
So here's to Mommy Juice Cheers :)
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
31 Wk Update
Hi Everyone, have o I have 4 legs kicking me on my right side that would explain it :)
Baby B is still breech, Baby A has always been head down though he's my cooperative boy, not that baby girl is not cooperative she is just a busy bee :)
Baby A heartbeat 145, Baby B 156
Weight Baby A 3.14lbs & Baby B 3.12lbs so they are in the 45th -50th percentile so doing good. Dr says they are measuring as a singleton so that makes me feel better.
AFM I am spilling protein in my urine, they told me it was a +2.5 highest is a 4 so I have to do some blood work, but I am going to wait I have my regular OB appt tomorrow so I will have them check it again cus maybe its a fluke who knows.
I am having lots of pains now, when I walk well that's not really new just more intense now, and my sciatica is acting up more now so I constantly have a tingling down my leg on my left side, but other than that and being very tired and very fatigued I am pretty good. Feels like my appetite has increased again, but I'm trying to have more fruits now, and I'm having a craving for crab legs can't wait to have some :)
Hope everyone is well, Just 6 more wks to go ......
Chris
6/15/11
Baby B is still breech, Baby A has always been head down though he's my cooperative boy, not that baby girl is not cooperative she is just a busy bee :)
Baby A heartbeat 145, Baby B 156
Weight Baby A 3.14lbs & Baby B 3.12lbs so they are in the 45th -50th percentile so doing good. Dr says they are measuring as a singleton so that makes me feel better.
AFM I am spilling protein in my urine, they told me it was a +2.5 highest is a 4 so I have to do some blood work, but I am going to wait I have my regular OB appt tomorrow so I will have them check it again cus maybe its a fluke who knows.
I am having lots of pains now, when I walk well that's not really new just more intense now, and my sciatica is acting up more now so I constantly have a tingling down my leg on my left side, but other than that and being very tired and very fatigued I am pretty good. Feels like my appetite has increased again, but I'm trying to have more fruits now, and I'm having a craving for crab legs can't wait to have some :)
Hope everyone is well, Just 6 more wks to go ......
Chris
6/15/11
Sunday, June 5, 2011
30 Weeks Photo Shoot done by Daddy
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