So the big day is finally approaching we have less that 4 wks to go as tomorrow is officially July 1st.... OH MY FREAKING GOSH!!!!!! I am officially panicking, but breathe Chris breathe all will be well right ????
Am I ready for this?
Will I be able to handle this?
I am going to be the mom of THREE KIDS OMG !!!!!
Will I know how to share my love evenly so that everyone feels loved and no one feels left out which included the cat and the dog??? The cat is already giving me attitude as we thought there was a mouse in the house and normally he would come in at all kinds of ungodly hours at night as he uses the doggy door and then comes upstairs and pounds on the door, which is quite annoying but I let him in as normally I need to pee anyway or Adri lets him in, but the other night we didn't and he is Royally pissed at me, it's always me it's never Adri I don't get it.
So with the animosity already from the cat will I be able to juggle every one's needs, wants, desires, will I be stressed out.
I'm not sure why I am feeling so scared as we have been wanting this for so long, and we have tried so hard to get to this point, but I think for some reason I may still be in shock that this is finally happening for us. I just can't believe it. Don't get me wrong, I am so very thankful, and so extremely thrilled about the new upcoming additions to our family but I keep thinking it's going to be two.
I have been around kids all my life I know I can do this, actually when I was 10 yrs old I remember asking a family friend if I could borrow her baby for the day and she actually said yes and I was so excited when I went for her to take care of her, so I know I can do it I just need to get rid of this fear and trust myself.
Tomorrow I will fill you in on my packing and oh BTW post some pics of the nursery, it's so cute :)
Later Chris
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